I kinda missed this but TOR.COM’s Fiction Affliction page announced Romulus Buckle & the Engines of War as a notable Genre-Bender release for November!
Come one, come all! TOR.com is running a sweepstakes for five Romulus Buckle and the City of the Founders galleys. The contest runs from June 11-15th and all you have to do is comment on the post to enter. Free book? Why not, eh? http://www.tor.com/blogs/2013/06/romulus-buckle-sweepstakes
Warning: this blog post may ramble on but I don’t know – I haven’t written it yet. Tor.com posted an excerpt from Romulus Buckle and the City of the Founders today. (see http://www.tor.com/stories/2013/05/romulus-buckle-a-the-city-of-the-founders-excerpt ) It is the first excerpt posting from my first published novel – and seeing it on Tor.com raises an uber-wonderful, ‘I’m the badass who killed Grendel’s mother’ kind of response from me. In a way, it feels like I have finally arrived. But before I blow my own horn too much, I shall stride recklessly into the Writer’s Pantheon and kneel before the altars of Luck and Failure. I’ll tackle the Devil of Luck first.
In the last two years I have been very lucky. I wrote a steampunk adventure novel. My well-established and successful writer friend, Julie Kenner, kindly offered to open a few agent doors for me at the start. If those agents passed, I was ready to pound the pavement once again (as I have with dozens of screenplays and a prior novel). Adrienne Lombardo, a young agent at Trident Media Group, loved the book and signed me on as a client. Needless to say, I was thrilled–I was suddenly on the same client list as one of my favorite writers, Michael Ondaatje–even if he was at the top and I was on the bottom of the list. Adrienne submitted the manuscript to her top wish list of publishers and one bit: 47North (Amazon’s science fiction imprint) offered a 2 book deal for the start of the series. It has been a great experience since then, with City of the Founders and Engines of War written and edited (Engines of War awaits one final proofread) and just about ready to be hurled on the unsuspecting public by a crack marketing team. I have been trying to succeed as a writer since 1991. If my lucky streak started in 2011 (late 2011, by the way) then you can do the math, but it has been a lot of slogging. In the prior twenty years I have waited tables, worked in bookstores, read scripts at Universal, written B-movies, worked at IKEA, taught film production classes, worked in a television art department (I was not suited for that), wrote and directed a no-budget sci-fi bomb, written for children’s television, worked in broadcasting (the profession I trained for), and probably some other jobs which I can’t recall at the moment. All the while I was writing, with a few breaks when the shadows of poverty, self-doubt, depression and frustration waltzed in and beat the crap out of me, but in the end I somehow managed to keep going. What else could I do? I was a writer. Persistence in the face of misery is the mission statement on the first page of the writer’s job description. I was (and still am) terrified of succeeding too much at my day job, getting the promotions, getting the money, getting comfortable, and waking up ten years later with a nice car and ten years of nothing written. Don’t get me wrong–I understand that many writers, most writers, never get a shot with a big publisher, no matter how good they are, no matter how hard they try. I am lucky. But its a writer’s brand of luck. A Faustian bargain? I Don’t know.
I step before the altar of the Devil of Failure. Ah, we writers know thee well! A beautiful God of the opposite sex, beguiling, lips pouring forth promises only to rip them away and demand, with pitiless eyes, that we abandon all hope. My life, like the life of everyone else, is rife with failures. I can’t describe them all here or I would overload the internets. Writing-wise, I possess boxes full of drafts of my unproduced screenplays, a drawer acting as a sepulcher for a fantasy novel I have been not-writing since I was in high school, and binders and computer hard drives loaded with a Russian WW2 trilogy I have been writing and researching–including a battlefield tour of Russia–for 8 years. Years ago I had a Hollywood movie agent and penned high-concept screenplays and pitched them at the big studios and everybody “liked” the scripts but nobody wanted to option them. I would be treated to lunch at the who’s who café tables on Sunset Boulevard or the studio commissaries and then putter my Hyundai home to Burbank and pound the keyboard in a bachelor apartment I could not afford to pay the rent to live in. I noticed one thing, though–I had written a very small story, a tiny, character-driven script about an old man and a plane. It had no bells and whistles at all. No high-concept, very little action, no sex, no bling. And I LOVED it. My movie agent at the time told me that the little old man script had sold her on me, motivated her to sign me on, more than the high concept action script I had written. Every studio where she arranged a pitch meeting she sent ahead both the old man screenplay and the action screenplay. Every meeting–every one–was with action-oriented companies and development executives, and almost every meeting turned towards how much they loved the old man and his plane script; it wasn’t the sort of thing they did, but they (or their script readers, at least) loved it. I learned something from that. I resolved to write only stories (the ones I wrote for myself, not the ones others paid me to write) I loved–stories that could live in my head for years and never release their grip on me. Despite the immense size, scope and bogging-downness of my Russian WW2 trilogy, the story and characters haunt me; they demand that I spill every last drop of blood for them, and I do so gladly. Romulus Buckle has the same bear-hug on me; the series is my ode to the old Saturday afternoon matinee movie serials and the great, larger-than-life adventure films like Captain Blood, The Adventures of Robin Hood, Zorro and Indiana Jones, which have delivered so much fun into my life. “Our being is descending into us from we know not whence,” Ralph Waldo Emerson says in The Over-Soul, and I would say that a writer’s stories emerge in a similar fashion, descending into us from we know not whence, pouring into our consciousness from the dark, mysterious, magnificent undercurrents of our minds, and the more of ourselves we genuinely give to them, the more they give to us, the characters speaking, fleshing-out, making choices, sharing with us their lives. If there is failure to be found anywhere in this realm of dreams-come-to-life, I do not see it.
My first novel is coming out in July, the second in November. Sure, my luck could run out. Sure, the series might be a colossal failure, a no-seller, a dud, a donkey-turd, a bomb. And if it tanks I shall pick myself up (after a brief wallow, face-down, in the aforementioned writer’s misery) and keep writing. I’ll laugh in the smirking, victorious, taunting faces of Luck and Failure, and make them my muses. I am a writer. What else can I do?